you make me be a crazy ppl~

I really cnt understand you as well as me.....when i know you very very very very close with others girl....(except isa them)i easy be a crazy ppl...or a bomb...don't know when is going to explode...i really feel  hurt whenever i see this ...can you juz open your heart let me join your world? Let me understand u more, can?...i really don't want like this...i really don't like it....i don't like you always try to hide something from me...not let me know.....once i know it....you was really spoil my mood....you was breaking me heart....making me down....can't you just share your problem with me?...why must share with others girl?....why i can't know?.....you let others know your weakness...why can't me?....i got many dream..really...But, they are not LV bag, rich or wat....juz i want be happy.....with my family, friends and YOU....juz a simple happy....But you seen like trying to break my dream...always say negative words to me...say something bad...about your planning,your future and also our future....untill now, i feel like a bit tired about it....coz i am trying very hard to understand you...But, you never open your heart to me....really tired....in this journey shouldn't always i give you support ...i'm also a human, i sometimes also nid support..... i also hope you come and understand me.....help me when i in doube...But not give me trouble....Do you understand what i want or not?