long time din update blog already

wow....my blog so meaningfull, its refresh my memory about my past^^now i want hardworking in updating my blog~hope the effort can last 4 a year@@no three minutes~haha~2 more week my lao gong want back here le~but i din feel any different~i think the realationship between me and him already change, no tht sweet and no tht bitter.juz alway------------,no up and down....haiz, i juz decide to be a "real man"...erm... dun misunderstand...i din mean want to change my sex juz i want be a human who can gv protection to my family and my friend and the ppl who i loved....i hope i will be the "real man"...so tht i can hlp my family instant of get hlp from them@@i dun wan be a child anymore....but my little bro keep influence me,make me become more childish and childish.....suddenly i remember a bad new....tht is i was chosen for NS...SHuCk.....me so bad lucky~y lady luck din smile at meT.Tso many ppl no been chosen but i was excluded.....really mahai...wat the fuck....cb.....o0o....